Hello peeps! Its been like approximately 4 months since I last published a blog post. Well, life hasn't been the best for these few months. Lots of problems and well, things changes. People changes and well shit happens. I feel that time is moving too fast, everyone is all too busy earning money and all. This prevent them from actually enjoying life.
Maybe why im different from the rest is that I appreciate everything , even the smallest things. Simple compliments, motivating words , efforts. I appreciate all these. It's like a constant reminder to myself that im cared for and loved. As times passes by , these efforts diminishes and well thats why I get so defensive. I want the person to continue being the person I molded in my mind. However , what I have miscalculated is that not everyone have the same heart as me. Everyone changes , yet im still there wondering what is wrong with them. The problem is , I'm the one who fails to comprehend that people are not who they are. They changes everyday and well ya.
Maybe I wish is for someone to continue with these efforts , no matter how tired they are. Maybe I just wish for someone to mend my brokenness while I mend him/hers too. Maybe I just need someone who is always there, no matter how much I push them , how much I scold them.
Maybe I just want to feel alive.
To my monkion buddy aka Jasper Yee : Im sorry for constantly being clingly and constantly wanting to talk to you Even getting angry when you my buddy dont reply me. Well the reason is shown here and I thank you for still being there even though I always get emo and angry because of that. Especially when im the one who keeps kp-ing you everyday. HAHAHA. I actually miss the days we train tgt , talk cock tgt and just practically annoy each other in anyway possible. HAHA and also when we spar tgt and remember our hiking plan? Hopefully we are able to fulfil it someday. Even though I practically known you for going one year only but I thank you for your guidance and help okay? Thanks for always being there when I need you last sem. (NOT THIS SEM). We are brothers and buddies for life man ! I cannot beat your other bros who are there for you like dk how many years but if you need me. Im practically here , just call me 'shawn doggy" and im practically there for you hahahaa. Try to reply me sometimes la , I just want to chat with you mannn. Lastly , Love you my buddy ❤️.
To esther : You could be shocked why you are here when its doesnt involves you , but sorry for what happened last time and remember we arent a hi-bye friendship. Hey , we are friends for 5years , best friends I meant. Close to 6 years. We been through ups and downs together. There was one point where we broke off friendship but hey we are back again. But i have never once not care about you last sem, you know it's hurts alot to ignore someone I love as a best friend so badly man but HAHA, dont worry man. Im here forrrr youuuuuuuuu, anything just tell me too! Looking forward to more outing tgt as TEAM YES again if possible and also a staycation tgt with jasper and all okay! ❤️❤️.
Anyway , MSA is coming soon. I hope my friends are able to do well and get good results! Goodluck guys and also christmas is coming!!!! I love christmas ❤️❤️❤️❤️😆. Bye peeps!
"Enjoy the little things in life because one day you"ll look back and realize they were the big things."
